Wednesday, May 16, 2012

I could have danced all night :)

Well.. This week has pretty much been amazing! :)  I started off with surprising my mom for Mother's Day! :)  I showed up a day early! :)  Man!  She was SOOO excited to see me! :)  I freaking love my family! :)  My mom is like one of my best friends! :)  Cliche comment, I know.  But seriously.  We used to but heads really bad and I could NOT talk to her about anything without the conversation ending badly!  :/  Man though..  We have both grown SOO much and we are starting to talk to each other and love each other!  It truly amazes me!  Not gonna lie!  :)  Yesterday, I called and talked to her about my new drama, Lane Deines.  He is such a cutie, but I dunno, I have never really liked a guy even a little bit that showed his interest as much as Lane does.  It is pretty insane!  So, I called and talked to my mommy and told her kinda my feelings about everything.  I don't really expect it to end in marriage or in anything super intense, I guess though you can never really tell how things are going to turn out!  :)  I just want to enjoy myself, and in all honesty, I am just really excited, to even be experiencing it! :)  It is really great!  I am not gonna lie, I am scared OUTTA MY MIND!!!  But I think it will be fun and great to experience! :)  So, I am really excited for my trip that I am going on in August! AWWWWWW!! :)   It is gonna be so super great! :)  I still haven't figured out what my major :P  AWWWW!!  I need to really get on top of things!   I really want to be a teacher of some sort!  I have even had some thought of home-teaching my kids!  Huh!?  Random thought! :)  I dunno, I have just always thought that my kids they need a great education, spiritually and physically! :)  I just don't know if I am really qualified for that job but it just sounds, and feels right!  :)  But in all honesty I think that God isn't going to tell me no, I just wish he would help me know what to prepare for!  I mean, I do have my patriarchal blessing but it mostly just tells me to do what I enjoy and I have discernment to know what things are right! GAH!! REALLYYY!!???  So retarded! I mean.... I am really happy that I get to know what things are right but I can't decide for the life of me!  Because I just enjoy so freaking much!  I can't decide and I can't pick favorites!  I mean, I say I love spring, its in my top 4 seasons! :P  Haha!  I know I am a super big dork!  Haha! :)  But I am super stoaked for this semester and for after it to see what happens!  :)  Life is so exciting and you never know what is gonna be thrown your way! :)  I love it! :)  The element of surprise! :)  Yay! :)
Well my friends, I think I am going to read a book... YES!  A book!  Be jealous! :)
Sinceriously,
Tauni Ackerman :)  This crazy College Girl :)

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